As I stared at the ceiling, the very same one which I stared disbelieving months ago, to ask myself "Have 3 months passed already?"

Well, apparently it had.

Every time I stoned and stared at the sight that's right in my face, I can't help but ponder "Is this real?" With each wonder, my mind gets lost further in translation. It's as if I'm having an out of body experience, with the exception, I really am here. Now that my time of comfort is dwindling, I can't help but to feel dismay. Pictures of the joy I had 3 months ago seemed as if they were taken from another holiday. I guessed that's just part of me trying to lie to myself "naaaa...your holidays can't be gone just yet?" However, when upon closer look, realization crashes down like a hammer on a gravel. Reality is cruel after all....

To let go of this horrible monster that seem to be clutching at all last shred of comfort, one must convince themselves using the following:

"This would be a better semester!"

"It's only 4 months!"

"Your friends are waiting for you!"

"Your darling Mr colt is waiting for you!"

"Awww come on you chicken! This semester is gona be a blast, in a flash it would be gone!"

The last one seemed to work pretty well for now........let's hope this "cheerfulness" stays.

Like what I like to say and nothing applies better than anything.... "Siansationnnnn"

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Friday, February 24, 2012
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