sighs....I miss lucas... cus with him...

-my bowels are much cleaner with the astonishing amount of fruits he cut for me whenever we come home after dinner

-im more well fed cus he would prepare desserts for me after my shower

-i wont ever get lost cus he would prepare my gps for me

-i feel safer cus he would help me look out for things that I am unaware of

-have someone carry heavy stuff like groceries for me

-have someone greeting me when I'm home

-someone to fill my water flask for me

-I look forward to going home cus it would means we are going for an adventure after school

-someone to talk to me in the room other than my computer/ipod

-a warmer that do not incur extra electricity cost (ahahahaha)

-someone that greets me when I wake up.

I know all these sounds like i'm describing a maid/machine/pet. However, really...he was really THERE for me. It's these little things that matters and leave a mark behind. I kept having flashbacks of "I was just here last week to pick him up"...or "we did that together"...what didn't make things better is that he left videos and tiny notes all over my room to remind me that yes, he did come and I wasn't dreaming....this is terrible. :(

I guess I would just have to live it and suck it up.

"Be a man! Do the Right Thing" - Russell godknewwhathislastnamewas.

Monday, July 25, 2011
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