Monday, April 11, 2011
Recently, i've been contemplating on flying back during the easter break next week....i mean..i would technically have 11 days back at home! Visions of home have been flashing by my head lately, making me miss home more than ever. Even for little things like a picture that resemble home just let on a truckload of intensely realistic pictures running on a reel of home. I recently read somewhere that teens in singapore are more rooted to the country than before. I don't think I'm considered a teen anymore but I hate to agree that its true. Despite all the endless brainwashes to make myself stay here, I really am in doubt if I can ever do it when time comes. I don't know if its the studies that's making me homesick or that its cus' my parents just left about a week ago. Ever since they came, the thought of having people coming over for a visit don't seem so bad afterall. It's just when they depart, that's when it suck so bad I just wish I can follow them back.
So...i'm not so sure if me going back is a good idea. One thing for sure, if I do go back, my neck is gona be "wanted" by a hell lot of people here cus I've already promised to go for all the activities lined up during the hols.....although I know I rather be back home listening to 98.7FM while snuggling in my bed and watching the asian skies go by.
I'm sick. I'm SO sick. I really should orientate my head and focus on the horrible tests this week....it's just information overload!
Oh why didn't I choose something easier!