Sunday, June 13, 2010
Sometimes I wondered if I picked the correct choice of studying Pharmacy in the first place. Obviously, I do not have any flair for it seeing that I have no "
rush" of adrenaline when I am trying to memorize how "
glycerol" would play such a huge impact on a product's emollient effect. The only time I have a "
rush" is that knowing the amount of Panadol that can kill a person without a person knowing (
and no, I am not a serial killer fyi).
Why I am currently on this mind boggling topic is because the idea of me choosing the wrong course never really did make a huge impact on me (even when I scored distinction for business subjects when I am majoring in Immunology at diploma level or that I am always called upon to help a business student on their work when I'm in health sciences). However, today's experience really did kind of give me a little "jolt" of surprise.
I was helping one of my housemate who is going to take her final semestral examination paper in business communication tomorrow. She's kind of hyperventilating on the fact that she don't quite understand the subject when she is about to take the paper in less than 12 hours time. So I was called in to help answer her query. I understand at this point, you'll probably be thinking "So what's the big deal?". Well the big deal here is, I managed to answer all her questions without looking at her books SPOT ON. Like literally? Cus she was like "OH YES! What you said is also what's written on the book here too!" I clarified her astounding discovery in a state of awe when I realised it was true. It was as if this was what I was desperately trying to memorised just barely 15 minutes ago and not on the idea that filtration system consist of a delicate balance of various mind-numbing factors and laws.
The adrenaline I felt that surge through my body when I was trying to explain to her just what her subject means and what she is needed to express on her answer booklet tomorrow is oddly indescribable. It's like as if it was a part of me, natural and intertwined. No need for much brain power which currently, my brain felt as if someone force a wrench inside my head and tried to expand my already huge head size when I was trying to force down the concepts of Kozeny-Carmen's law on filtration bed flow.
Please tell me I am on the right track somebody! Cus I am convincing myself that I am taking the correct route so that I can (in the end) open GlaxoSmithKline no.2 or something.
Oh gosh...I need a dose of future here!
Any crystal balls for rent?