Have you ever felt so depressed that you lost your sense of direction?

Well, that happened to me some time back. -smiles at those who are in the same plight at me- Its only now then I appreciate the phrase "home alone" in full. I guess one can feel really alone at home. Then again, what exactly is home? Is home nothing more than a bed and some amenities or should it be categorized as a place where you feel you belong to? If that's the case, home has always been far from the heart. For now, home can only be envisioned through Sims and some occasional holidays. I really wondered how long can one stay away from home before they become really desperate...

So what IS Home?

Sighs* ... I'm so moody now that I'm disgusted with myself. Let's just blamed it on the monthly horrible cycle that cripples most girls to bed and misery. Whenever can I become the rock hard solid expressionless/ flexible doll that I yearn to be?

Till next time. I'm too moody to update any updates.